days go by so easily indeed...

when you are packed of things to do.

my brother's sudden engagement tagged with assorted etc etc...

this year has really started with a really huge bang indeed. .. as i said before from my previous journal.

okay.. i wasn't really whining over things. it's more of expressing or thinking of it more and doing analyzing and stuff. i guess you could classify it as just thinking aloud. besides, as i said, it wasn't really all bad. it would be really tragic if it would. i could just say, it was somehow like a roller coaster ride... in some point it was fun and in some point it was scary and in some troublesome...

okay, on the other hand few days indeed and i still haven't completely decided what i wanted to do. many do ask what are my plans but i often tell them i am somehow too busy to do so... but then again, i also do think about it... hang with my friends? enjoy? stay at home? eat out? etc etc... *sigh* it was somehow troublesome thinking what i wanted to do right now... besides, last year, all i really wanted was to go to hong kong disneyland and i already done that two weeks ago. somehow, i manage to accomplish that and somehow felt contented.. (in spite of the fact i still wanted the blue rebel casing for my fone... if you could hear me. send me one~ please...) LOLz~

okay... but as they always say, i should do so because it only comes once a year. honestly, maybe, i am just going to go to mass on that day and reflect. somehow, i could always celebrate it afterwards or any day i wish to.

*sigh* i don't have to listen to them. i honestly hated attention and i don't want to take part on my brother's wedding ceremony, not because i don't approve of it. if i was, i won't bother helping on some point or another. because. it is really troublesome. i just don't like having a part on it on that way. if they are going to get my opinion- i prefer being a guest that's all. if i need to be there then i'll be. but i do hope they won't include me on taking part on special role or something. *sigh* that wasn't really something to be fuss about. i really just hated it. no issue.

*headaches* my head is already spinning and i really do feel heavy on some matters why do i have to continue replying on random issue questions? some do stick their noses on places where they shouldn't. my priorities weren't on those matters and i do believe it wasn't that hard to understand. and i really am tired explaining myself and such.. arggghh.. crumpling thoughts and throws out in a garbage can* i don't need to please anyone.